(also, we got kind of half-engaged the other night which was cool) 

Hello. I am finished with this blog. I will be soon starting up a site/blog to satisfy my incessant need to talk about music constantly but as far as my personal publications go, I’m bringing “ccym” to a close as of tonight. Maybe it’s super vain to even post this, as if I have some kind of “following”, but I guess I just think it’s appropriate to have some kind of closure. I can’t really say this site has brought me much apart from the satisfaction gained when I can collect all my memories in the one place or the confidence brought on by a few people who click “like” every now and then. That’s been cool and it’s been nice to observe those people who are open-minded and progressive and show me that not everyone in the world is a “lad” or is for “traditional marriage” and that other people understand my fear of men and “rape culture”, amongst other things. 

I might decide I miss it and come back, but I don’t really hold much of a sense of community for this site or people I thought would be my “community” any more. I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world (inside and out), an exceptionally loving family and sound as fuck pals, as well as a new job to filter my efforts into. For now I’ll be concentrating on those. Goodnight - hope anyone taking the time to read this is doing well (and those who aren’t, too).

thepoliticsofcruelty asked: when we live together I'm going to sing you songs I've made up all day every day to make up for the lack of internet torment I can no longer bring you

i’m going to shove needles in your eyes while you sleep

Just home from a pretty aveeeerage shift. Starting at 10 tomorrow morning and I’ve been papped onto the Corner Bar which I’ll be running by myself until 5. Pretty chuffed with that seeing as I’ve worked there less than 3 weeks.

missing puppy babu. meh :(

missing puppy babu. meh :(

me when you give me my morning kisses

me when you give me my morning kisses

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Anonymous asked: Who are you moving in with?

Hailey and Matthew

ma nuuuu flat bowowchicka

ma nuuuu flat bowowchicka

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placebo - running up that hill (or 30 seconds of it, because no one likes a gig-phone-wanker.)

we were a bit closer to the front for the set before the encore section but my devilishly small bladder (and the stupid amount i drank last night) meant i had to go pee then come back :( 

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this doesnt even show how crazy the weather was on the drive to edinburgh yesterday, but it was MENTAL

hi feenabubba

hi feenabubba

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thepoliticsofcruelty:

ccym:

br00t4l

It really shows Claudia’s commitment to our friendship that she let me carve my initials into her arm when we were steamin.

ii <3 you but this really does have to fall under the “not one of my better ideas” category in life.

i think sandra bullock was the first woman who made me question my sexuality in that i didnt know if i wanted to be her or smooch her

i think sandra bullock was the first woman who made me question my sexuality in that i didnt know if i wanted to be her or smooch her

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“the awkward moment when” you go to see placebo live and cry so hard at blind that you have to leave before the end (it was the 3rd last song so thats OKAY )